ming xian

2010-01-02T16:26:00.002+08:00

relinkz me to homingxian.blogspot.com

tks a lot.

2009-12-29T06:01:00.000+08:00

hello, boys? want to quarrel, back off in my 2nd blog!? i just went to visit my blog to upload new photos. so, many comments abt the ''plane'' topic. im been staring at the latest ''pop up'' tagboard for 1 hr. oh well, that's was hilarious abt frau still dont want to sleep n complained this n that...

lolz.

2009-12-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

active mood: this coming friday, 1jan'2010

2009-12-22T01:53:00.000+08:00

dont give me any damn abt it. seriously, im tired n i dont have the insufficient time to rest at all. after work, check my doc n email. getting an unexpected of hrs in sleeping n the timing of wake up was really stunning. 6am, doing my paper work.

assume to harm my body n sleep lesser hrs. one day, im going to have my nose bleeding again soon. my rm was seriously messy like hell. n nd more time to tidy up. pls dont drag me any longer time n for goodness sake, im not a robot made from japan. im a human made from singapore.

im the person who care my own body 1st instead sth that benefits 1st. that's will comes 2nd.

2009-12-18T19:13:00.000+08:00

congratz to other n me too! hahahahaz!!

omg, i pass my result. yah! let's celebrate the party! tmr onwards, my mentor will double my HOMEWORK! how awesome was that?! which it means, that i can able get my sponsorship. plus, starting from tmr onwards, i will be very busy too. hehehez.

my cca, buy textbk, interview session, working, outdoor activities, overseas trip, additional course, airshow, shopping, party, chalet, competition n lots of stuff. as a captain, i will be promoted to senior captain. hahahhaz... i will get new badge! ''blue n yellow badge''

we got party ''just for fun'' on x'mas eve. pls come. the planner r all our senior n im just in-charge giving out all the invitation card. so, take the cards from ME!!! so, for the 30 plp going to yacht ( i mean for large vessel used for private pleasure cruising), stop inviting more plp. i was informed by ivan.

anyway, i nd to tks a lot of plp who said, ''congratz'' to me. oh man! im damn happy. :) n the gifts too. once again, TKS A LOT! the cheer drinks was the best! CHEERS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!! those who r very worried abt me, i really nd to say many many times of THANK YOU! cause u nvr sleep n eat well. early in the morning, rush from the office to find me. hehehehez.

let's go to the top n archieve the dream we want!!! im really happy until i cried. :)

THANK YOU, EVERYONE!!!

2009-12-16T01:33:00.000+08:00

hey dear,

im really tired. dont worry me too much. smile, pls.

2009-12-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

i had just completed my assignment n having headache right now. each question, i must spent at least 10-20mins in it. then, essay like hell. write until full 4 pages. the best part was that, ''my pen run out of ink.'' forget to buy more pens... -.-

no choice, went to gwc n brought my fav. pens. received many annoying sms, plp called n disturb me. so, i swtich off my hp. :) went for a small nap. sigh... but, im still very ''sad ''n trying escape everything at once. i dont even dare to accept the truth. that's y my mentor gave me 1 wk off. stayed at home n have a nice rest. im really appreciate that no1 (include my bf) will disturb me.

if not, i will get myself sick n cried a lot. i hope all of u will understand my feeling. just this wk only.

2009-12-14T06:57:00.001+08:00

to my dear friend,

pls do not sent all my information details to any strangers. even though, i got my facebk n blog a/c. let's start with my facebk 1st. that's one was an open a/c. anyhow add plp n seriously, i dont even care much abt it. look plp's profile n play (short-while) mini-game. (so, i dont mind it at all.)

well. actually, i got 2 blogs at the same time. 1st blog is firedash-illusion. im just writing down my own daily post. 2nd blog is private bcoz all photos r upload in it, comments n links too.

for gdness sake, pls dont give my hp no. to anyone without my permission. i hate it! btw, dont use my sis's namecard to do sth ''stupid''. get wad i mean here.

i really cant understand y he/she got my number, address, my private msn n etc?!

2009-12-13T13:39:00.001+08:00

airbase.

yesterday at airbase, one of my junior's parent gave me a x'mas present n said, ''tks for all the time taking care of my son. bcoz of u, he getting more independence n cheerful right now.'' out of blue, i was thinking this... ''i can able to change someone's life to happiness. can i do that to myself?'' showing a sad expression in-front of the parent n they asked, ''r u okay?'' all i can do was smile n replied this, ''im alright... tks for ur present.''

my mood really spoiled my day. always very emo n standing near the glass window, just staring n staring like an idiot. well. frau gave me a sunflower n told me to ''cheer up!'' (actually, i knew it's was kz brought for me. cause he was busy chatting with others. then, he asked someone to do this role.) as a very super duper close buddy, frau was very honest to me. gd boy~ anyway, tks for cheering me up.

oh yah, my mentor just gave me another assignment ''to complete everything within 1wk''. cause he said, '' im really surprised that u always complete ur h/w so fast. well done! i like ur attitude. i believe that (starting from 19 dec onwards), i will double ur assignment n u will gain more knowledge. right now, i give u 6day off-break. sat, come back to hq. see u soon~!'' may i know, did ur mentor double ur assignment if u complete it fast? is it a gd or bad news for me? wad kind of mentor he is?!!! so wad, he just got his award? no big deal, right? lolz. i was just joking.

2009-12-12T02:19:00.001+08:00

thinking...

im at the airbase right now. staying overnight with my buddy. all went sleeping except me still very awake. just went to top floor, sit down there (alone) staring at the sky doing nth. think a lot of stuff n i cried again. im super worried that one day i will nvr come back to airbase again. one day, i will be gone like this. one day, i will nvr come back again...

i really scared that i will lost everything at the same time. just give up of everything n live my life so hopeless...

anyway, this is my one n only reply. i dont have the confidence n nd more time to think abt it. i really nd more n more time to reconsider that. im really sry n pls forgive me for my selfish act.

2009-12-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

to my dear mentor,

congratulation!!! i rush all the way to attend ur award! ~~must pay me taxi-fees.~~ (im just joking only) tks for all the time treating me like ur own daughter. at least, i can experience how father treat a daughter. u said, ''i dont mind become ur god-father.'' that time, i was touched by ur words! im serious...

the party was really awesome! i realised that i was the only girl there! lolz. that's was really funny as im the youngest members too. oh yah, ur son love to bully me a lot! he saw me... immediately said, '' michelle, come here. sit with me! I WANT TO BULLY U!'' i think he want to get his revenge. thus, my plate is always NVR empty. mountain of foods. erm, please... im not a pig. ^.^

i will promise u that i will go n study. not to so lazy n slacker. proceed the dreams i wan. make myself happy. n join ur squad. i heard that u left one empty seat in the office just for me to come back. tks a lot! i really enjoy the party a lot.

especially the jokes n the dances, i cant believe some of them r jokers. damn funny!!! luckily, i bring my camera along. i already post all the photos n videos in my 2nd blog. =)

2009-12-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

actually, im thinking abt one thing. just one thing make me so headache. i guess i should, ''take a break!'' yah, take a break will be a great idea!!! at home, sleep. go for a nice bath. shopping. listen to music. ''nice...!'' i nd to pack my thing n be ready at all times.

my mum saw me crying at the study rm while im staring at the bks. then, my friends saw me crying when im in the library reading smp books. after that, my mentor n my seniors saw me crying when im having my night duty. (i love sit on top of sp.)

but, nvm... i really nd a break. just to wait for the result.

2009-12-09T02:17:00.000+08:00

unless sth caught my attention.

anyway, i did attend the ceremony event. i was at 2nd floor with my bf.

2009-12-07T18:42:00.000+08:00

HOMEWORK...

i still got a lot of homework havent done yet. nd to chiong n complete everything by this coming friday... :( if not, my mentor will nagged at me... im sure for this. i guessed i nd to be alarm at all times. sigh.

2009-12-07T06:15:00.004+08:00

SL oversea camp

well, let me tell u the whole details, from 28dec-1dec (4D3N) in malaysia.

day 1
guess wad... this is my 1st time going oversea trip with my schmates. cool, right? lolz. so, arrived sch at 6.30am. spent most of my time sleeping in the bus. oh well! in the 8hrs of bus trip, got the chance to know others from various of cca president, prefects n team-captain. hehehez... sharing my sacks with them. that's was really memorable.

i almost forgot abt the lunch time at one of the 5 star hotel restaurant topic. the scenery was very awesome n the meal was like.. 9 dishes (chinese wedding style). lolz. crack a lot of jokes especially all the boys teasing waikit. hahahaz.

arrived CRP resort at late night, go for our night confidence walk. no shooting stars... :(

day 2

our event changed. day 3 event changed to day 2. everyone got shocked n asked, ''y?'' bcoz our teachers want to combine the activities with the dragon scout team. (pls note that the dragon scout also went malaysia with us...) first of all, we start with the abseiling. accompany sherleen while controlled descent down a rope at the same time. wanted to go for the second time with wanyee. unfortuantely, the coach said, ''no time!'' spoiled our mood! :(

next up, flying fox. let'S shout, ''S~L~'' lolz... then, water confidence test... i shouted waikit while we r crossing in the middle of crossing river. the currency was very strong. waikit, im really sry that i raised my voice to u! cause im in the middle of strong currency wave. im trapped in the middle of u n also the girls behind me. i nd to move in-front of u when u asked for help me n the boys too n nd to move back to the girl's side n checked if they nd help at the same time. that's was really challenging to me.

for white-water rafting activities. guo-en, im really sry abt ur head. u must be struck 4D lolz. pain or not??? loz. ali n mr teo dropped into the dungeon of deep river (im just joking)... cause the 6 of us so worried abt them! plus, we win over dragon scout team...

at night, went for a skip performance ''abt our 4 core values''. our performance was not really excellent. however, we did our best in it. pls teamwork, okay? if we got the chance to do it again...

day 3

went for canopy walkway, trekking n rapid shooting. canopy walkway was really fun n did a lot of ''model'' cat-walking show. NICE JOB! lolz. for trekking, the tour guide gave us 2 optional, '' going down 45mins or going up n down for 2hrs+?'' OF COURSE, 45MINS of PATHWAY! some1 want to go for 2hrs trip. at that time, i was really very shocked! so, i complained n nagging to the teachers. saying, ''god giving us one hell n one heaven path... we shouldnt watse our time right now. let's go heaven path right now!''

guess wad... i made the right decision if not... all the SL will donate more blood to the leeches. especially, lixian, guo en n ali...i think the leeches love them a lot. lolz. 1 leeche here n 1 leeche over there. omg! luckily, im didnt got any leeches ''kiss bite'' or else i screamed like hell. i hate worms that can suck blood.

last were rapid shooting, that's was really fun! battle boat!!!

PS: wanyee's accident on day 3.

this is the full details on wad had happens to her. but, she's fine n alright now! no nd to worry abt her. i will sent ur regards to her...

while having dinner at ''somewhere'' local restaurant in malaysia. sitting next to her, i already felt sth wrong with her. i tot she had no appetite at all. bcoz she looks very sad n eat less. then, i just realised that ur back got injury when i was buying my ''body wash'' n some1 inform me that, ''she was crying...'' unfortunately, we cant sent her to any nearby clinic right now n asked her to bear the pain when we reached KL. so, appiled some cream for her. (afterall, she was a very brave girl. if i was her, i really dont know wad i can do for myself...)

in the 4 hrs of bus trip, sitting next to her. okay, fine! i admit that i was really worried abt her. so, i gave my jacket... when she was sleeping. even though, im cold.. but, it's okay! :) went to chat with my friends lolz... dont feel any cold at all...

arrived at the holiday villa hotel n sent wanyee to the 24hrs clinic accompany by ms thng n the tour guide. tks god, it's will not leave any scar to her... :) went back to the hotel, still nd to do homework... very tiring!

oh well, this is the end of the story. but, i hope wanyee take lot of rest n pls take care of ur back! =)

day 4

morning, breakfast buffet! that's was really awesome! no nd to pay anything. eat as much as u can! i love buffet... lolz!

afternoon, went for paintball shooting.... BEST!!!! finally, i shot waikit DOWN! he's out! after that, 4 plp attacked me... (im very evil one) u wan to shoot at me is it? okay, fine... i will hid behind the panel. contiune shooting at me... i waited until u dont have bullet... my turn to shoot at u! thus, i love to standby shooting plp. bcoz i got play b4... that's y i know how to play. im really sry to everyone that i offend u during the paintball match...

after this, celebrated jia sheng's brithday... :) the cake was really very NICE n YUMMY! then, went for 2 hrs of shopping. go to A&W for makan. nd to tks teacher for giving us 10RM for lunch expenses! LOLZ. brought fake rats n cute little animals to scare others! it's really worked. (i should buy more...) i love some1 screamed very loud!

the journey in the bus, we crack a lot of jokes n tease mr teo while he's sleeping. ms thng sabo us that we r the one to disturb him. threw the rat when plp were sleeping. disturb everyone n kept on chatting non-stop.

no regret for going this yr sl camp...

2009-12-06T02:31:00.000+08:00

im so sry abt that. maybe, u should ask me 1st. i know all the details. anyway, pls kindly take note that im not free for wkends. that's include the others too. we got training. that's make a lot of sense here. i will not answer any reply in morning n very late night. i stated very clearly.

u call or sms. pls wait couple of hrs for my reply. bcoz hp is always not with me all the time!

2009-12-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

waiting...

since ms thng havent sent me any sl oversea camp photos. i shall WAIT n update the post later. oh well, majority.. im going to post abt how daily life this wk. 1st start with my working's topic. actually 2day, order-takers win over an argument with some filipino plp. nice job!

i already show a sign, ''back off or else u will taste sth nice'' i felt so stupid, the way of filipino plp doing. damn childish n act like a kids. as a adult, they should at least know how to deal with it n instead saying such an insulting n threatening words to us. want to pick a fight with us when we're serving customers. fine, this is already reached our limit. u wan to call managers right now. fine, i shall call senior managers n boss to help us. in the end, we still win. hahahaz.

well, let's skip the topic. 2nd, i will start with my future's topic. ( i believe kz will read this one!) actually, i cant believe that i got 1 reader's fan. lolz. sooner or later, all of u will know this. im going oversea studies for sure. yet, i still dont know when is it? it would be happens anytime n say ''bye!'' to sg.

to my dear kz, i still got 2 wks left until LnD n im very scared to find out the answers. even though, im the full-fledged of rsp. but, i nd a background. i love u but im really sry that im the one who hurts ur feeling most. u should know wad i means here. but, u still smile at me n said, ''it's okay.'' seriously, pls go ahead of everything. get ur wings as soon as possible.

2009-12-02T10:52:00.000+08:00

rsp day 3

well. the last day of rsp on 27 nov 2009, the actual teamwork was excellent. many mths of hardwork. finally, we success!!! we cried n hugged each other n our mentors too. the shocking new was that the 2 presidents come n supported us. very touched~ right now, we're the full-fledged rsp!

my family members didnt attend. -.- (~~always like this. im envious some parents came n support them.~~ sigh.)they only attend like makan n shopping together. watever im taking prize or the stuff im doing, they just said wad is this n that?! for me, it's really hurting me. but, i nd to think ''out of the box''. they busy bcoz of working n etc. but, nvm lah. :)

let's go back to the topic. went for 90mins of break in the canteen, me n the rest of the boys sang 3 songs just for fun. all of the outsiders n officers kept on looking on us. that's was really hilarious. (i was force to join the fun lolz) hehehez...

after the break ends, lieutenant-general asked all of u to proceed to the head-meeting rm. i was really shocked. 2 rom want to interview us. they went to find out abt our life n journey to rsp. that's really cool. so, we spent 3hrs of chatting n joking here n there. that's was really fun.

the end of rsp event, we went to japanese restaurant. oh man, i nd to tks our sirs treating us buffet. the beef was really nice n the sashimi was so delicious. i was the only one who kept on taking lot of food n serve drinks for them cause im the youngest among them. hahahz. this is the rule for us.

btw, i nd to tk to kz. this is very important for me. bcoz of ur inspiration n chasing after ur dream. i dare to step ahead of everything.

the 2nd person i nd to tk is my mentor. when the first time i met u, u look very strict n fierce at all. this was my 1st expression on u. but, u're the one who even spent most of time with me especially in solo training. im used to be a very slacker person. (bryan, u r the slacker king of all. lolz) bcoz of u, i didnt even tend to give up n be resilience in it. ^.^

lastly, i nd to tks is all the members in rsp n outsider who k-por in my life.(sry lah... too many plp. hey, at least i sent a thank-you cards to all of u) bcoz of u (all), i tired lot of new activities such as sport, course, event and new fun outing. whenever i felt so sad, u r the one who comes n cheer me up especially comes to the camp n the accident. dont u agree that? even though, im the joker queen not as better than ace of joker or joker king. i really enjoy the time with all of u.

PS: im waiting ms thng to give the pic to me. at least, i can have my new update post abt the student leader oversea trip. yah!

2009-12-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

seriously, im tired. i just come back to sg. so, pls do not disturb me. if u really want to play with me, please wait until im ''back with my full-power energy''. if u have any problem, pls find the others instead a poor little girl who wants to sleep but cannot sleep at all. please! no more comments in my 2nd blog. i still got a lot of stuff to do. one more thing, can all of u dont tell him first? this is a gd new for me n him too. im going to tell him at the right time. so, dont make him too happy, okay?

anyway, i know wad going on there. that's y im settle the things right now. dont ask me y i know a lot of things? im those kind of person who r very straight-forward n do things fast. im a busy girl. i got a lot of things to settle n things to focus in it. not to say wad, even all the captains r very busy too. end of my sweet sentences here. im hoping myself to sleep................. but, feel like going excerise. ho ming xian, wat the wrong with u?!!

2009-11-27T00:29:00.001+08:00

rsp day 2

7am report at hqa with the boys. all of us looks very tired. all panda eyes. YJ sir was totally shocked n said, '' y all of u report so early? 10am, start.'' everyone complained n said, '' wad? they said 7am here.'' realised that the admin gave us the wrong information. jk called admin n scold him. nice job!

request to open training rm for us to sleep. bcoz got air-con, 3 sofa n cushion there. YJ sir took a pic of us when we're sleeping. he said, '' all of u look like kids. so cute~'' u mean, cute??? i dont think so... we r really tired!!! we just want to sleep. at least the 2 hrs+ of sleeping was really nice until our mentors come n disturb us. im surprised that my mentor not around. kz comes n wake me up. brought coffee for me. but, tks a lot.

after this, the training begins. well, really like hell. the rmp comes n interview us. one by one. talk more than couple of hrs. while having st, my mentor sit next to me. kept on talking n talking n talking. i really want to ask him, '' can u slient for a while? im really happy!'' in the end, i showed ''boring'' face to him. luckily, he know wad i means. u know y? when i was really ''seriously'' concentate on sth, i dont like someone to disturb me. i feel very annoying. lolz.

having 30mins of break. check my sms n any calls from my hp. received 25 missed calls n 4 new sms from my family members. haiz. -_-'' my family very funny. a small problem create a big problem. just a family gathering, they also having problem to settle in peace. in the end, im the one who plan an event out. very troublesome.

the break was over, i was assigned to do my homework. ah~ i really hate homework. my mentor said, ''ms michelle, dont be lazy. thus, u see there. 16 theory of bks over there. ur new ''16 hubby''. read it within 3 wks if u can. after that, u can dump the 16 hubby anytime u want.'' wth?! ~~(this is how funny n evil my mentor was?! ^%#&*#@!)~~ but, i know y he treat me like this. as a mentor, he nd to be responsible. :)

luckily, kz lobang me home with my new 16 hubby. (lolz) that's was really heavy. well, stayed in the car for more than 1 hr. i still dont want to go home. hehehez. cause he so k-por reading n fliping through all the new bks. out of blue, he complained n said, '' y my mentor didnt gave me this kind of bk. this is limited edition! i want to read. this bk is imported from oversea.'' i was kind of big shocked n just thinking, ''y my mentor refer the theory bk as hubby?'' hmmm...

i feel very peisah when kz carried my 16 huddy(s) all the way to my house n pack nicely in my rm. so, invite him for a drink. pepper mint tea for him. he looks so happy while staring at the tea. just realised that, his favourite tea. how come i will give him pepper mint tea? bcoz yesterday, he got headaches n looks very stress. so, i think this tea might help him to ease such problems. lolz.

2009-11-26T01:18:00.001+08:00

rsp day 1...

as a full-badge of rsp. im so honoured. wearing my new uniform n shoes. totally suit me at all n the others looks very smart in it. nd to tks jimmy, the photographer took a lot of pics n even upload as an albums for us. ps: once i receive it, i will inform all of u later.

while chatting with the boys, my mentor introducing a lot of fame plp to me. he said, '' mingxian, u should go n talk to them. dont be so shy.'' the only thing i can do is said, ''hi'' n looks very shy. honestly, this is my first time talk with a lot of well-known plp at the same time. the funniest part is that some of them know me n said, '' oh, u're that girl. ur sir mentioned ur name b4... nice to meet u'' just wondering, wad did my sir tell them...

well, the meal n the dessert was very nice. jason, my teammates, jokes a lot while we r eating n gave us a lot of tissue. for gdness sake, we are not badies. lolz. but, tks for ur concern.

after this, went for a tour with my mentor n a beautiful lady. she's so tall n pretty. then, saw jy, ky, sk n pl just come back from usa. tease me a lot of stuff including the trip too. wad an old stuff n still talk abt it. -.- so annoying n scary too. haiz. (vomit blood~)

went back hq at the late evening. kz had just arrived at sg. jm purposely hugged me in-front of him n said, '' mingxian. dont go away from me. i miss u a lot. dont~'' then, ivan hold my hands n said, '' dont go there. stay with us. dont...'' lastly (the worse case of all), sinkai approached kz n said,''u see there.'' wth! almost cause me a deep trouble. kept on saying to them, ''hand off! stop playing. please...''

kz almost got angry. he complained. luckily, the misunderstanding was clear. the 3 of u, wad a nice joke for him. please dont do that again.

2009-11-25T00:50:00.001+08:00

2009-11-25T00:43:00.001+08:00

this post is abt rsp.

to my dear mentor,

seriously, im really very gald. in terms of the requirements n the logical sense, im speechless too. no matter wad, i will strike all my best till the end of nov2010. this is when u will decide my own fate. if u dont approve it, i shall accept it.

let's make everything clear. this is very clear statement. for the agreement, a deal means a deal. forever, there's no more changeS in anything.

2009-11-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

bcoz i love u... that the reasons for all. this is the answer u wan from me... i shall walk away n ignore everything. yesterday n today, the weather was nice. sometimes, i nd to let it go. no, i must let u go. smile, u idiot. maybe, u might know i just acting cheerful. but tks for ur concern, i refer to me to settle this matter.

2009-11-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

omg. my schmates cant recognize me. i used to it. they said, '' u really changed a lot. '' ya lor, in sch. my hair tied up like ah-ma. outside, wear nice- shirts n dress. lolz. but, have a nice chat with them. :)

went dinner with kz at suntec city. saw my sir n his wife at the restaurant.. :) while we're shopping, saw all my colleagues n friends. wad a coincidence!

omg. wed, im very nervous.

2009-11-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

do u know how fun was that to tease u? yes, im not telling u. yrs after yrs, i ignored u n walk away. but, u still want to find out no matter wad. in the end, u find it. so, dun feel so sad abt it. this is wad i wan. that's y i decided to hide this secret from most of u.

bcoz i knew they dun believe me. there's no big deal abt this. i really very gald that u believe me n feel that i can able to trust u. smile lah. that's y i always love the fun here. as u know, sooner or later, i will one step ahead to eveything. this will be my very last time with u. this is my stepping stone n i already planned everythings.

well. this is my answer. i will be leaving. after few yrs n few yrs, the time will arrive very soon. times will change plp. that's y i always like to mia. i want u to forget me. however, i was unable to do it.

2009-11-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

2day, ivan waiting for me outside the office. well, i really cant recognize him at all until he said, '' hey, my sister. where r u going?''cause he wearing business casual. really shocked n realised that he's went for btp. my colleagues all thought ivan= my bf. damn funny.

cause we're standing very close together, going shopping here n there n got the ''couple-face look''. lolz. but, we r very best friends only. so, went dinner at b1, japanese restaurant n saw sinkai n his gf. (hey, everyone. sinkai's gf very chou-bu. so pretty sia) however, we didnt interrupted them.

went to starbuck n have a chat for more than 1 hr. :) i miss the turkey~

2009-11-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

yah! everything has ended. mentors come back not long ago. so, the nagging will starts soon. :) nd to pack my stuff n said, '' bye'' to sg. dun worry, i will brb. for time-being, mia only. still nd more time to buy important stuff.

oh well. i really miss him a lot. a oversea call from him n said, ''sry!'' to me. u should at least tell me the truth n i really forgive u. pls, i nd to be independent. the more u care abt me, the more u getting worry abt me. pls sent me the video too:)

2009-11-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

how many times i should say this...

my mother is kind of person... money comes #1. get wad i means here. im not pointing bad stuff abt her. but, this is truth. first of all, dont tell anything abt my stuff to her. she will dig out everything n asks me this n that. i will vomit blood n i dont know how to explain everything to her. as i explain to her, she will asks me again n again like radio.

then, any message was pass down by her. she always dont say full details to me. that the second part i will vomit blood soon. last of all, whenever im busy. she kept on call me, ask me n disturb me. same goes to my 2 elder sisters. that's y i will vomit blood very very soon!!!

then, u should very careful to my sisters especially my eldest sister. she can act around our ages n said, '' im mingxian's friend' warning sign! dont get fool to it! please boys, she older than u. give up the love. she married.

somehow, im very impressed my family members know most of my friends. bcoz of same clubs n through parents. maybe? im guessing they got spying me is it?

2009-11-17T20:11:00.000+08:00

for the time-being.

well, yesterday. SL meeting. shit! im the only one ''late'' everyone wait for me to start the meeting. kind of big shock. enter the rm, really surprise me that y dargon scout members r here. just realised that they r going malaysia too at the same time n day. O.o

2day, pass my form to mr teo's house. paper delivery. his bro at home. quite surprise. lolz. mission completed. oh ya, didnt went wrong side. luckily, didnt stated as wad mr teo's sms was... -.-

hmm... 2day, working was really tiring. order-taker like hell. :) x'mas coming soon n im going to die soon. a local old lady asked me a funny question. i really want to laugh n laugh non-stop. (luckily i control n acted nth had happens) n reply her. idk. LOLz.

oh well, let skip the topic here. for boys n some girls, i nd time to calm down. i still dont wan to talk. the problem is that y didnt u(all) tell me. then, abt him? if he really care abt me, he shouldnt hide ur feeling to me. yesterday, 16 boys did sth nice job. msn kept on blocks me. dont want to tell me. fine! tell him this, '' i dont care anymore... ''

after the few yrs, i going to see him soon ''more often''. he sure die till the day i joined the squad. for gdness sake, the person i like... he's not in sg for time-being.

2009-11-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

frau told me this bad new a few mins ago. very sad news indeed.

dealth of regular serviceman

A 21-year-old regular serviceman from the Republic of Singapore Air Force (RSAF) met with a road accident along a highway in North Florida, United States of America (USA), on 15 November 2009 at about 12.10pm (16 November 2009, 2.10am Singapore time). Lieutenant (LTA) Chee Zhi Hao was evacuated by air to the Sacred Heart Hospital in Pensacola, Florida, where he received immediate medical attention. He was pronounced dead at about 9.20pm (11.20am Singapore time).

LTA Chee and two other RSAF servicemen were returning from a visit to the National Naval Aviation Museum at the Pensacola Naval Air Station, Florida, when the car they were travelling in left the right side of the road and struck a parked truck with no one inside. The three servicemen, all of whom are pilot trainees, were attending the Initial Entry to Rotary Wing Course in the US Army Aviation Center, Fort Rucker, Alabama, USA, which had organised the visit to the museum.

One of the servicemen, LTA Lim Jun Kai, 23, was taken to and warded at Fort Walton Beach Medical Center, Florida, and is now in stable condition. The other serviceman, LTA Ingkiriwang Wei Zhi Reeve, 22, has been discharged after receiving treatment from the Sacred Heart Hospital on the Emerald Coast, Florida. The US authorities are investigating the accident.

LTA Chee completed his 10-month Basic Flying Training course in May this year. LTC Michael Tan, Commanding Officer of 130 Squadron, where LTA Chee attended the course, said: "Zhi Hao was a good team player and will be remembered by those who went through Basic Flying Training with him as one who was always ready to help others. He was well liked and will be missed by his instructors and his course mates."

The Ministry of Defence and the Singapore Armed Forces extend their deepest condolences to the family of the late LTA Chee and will assist the family in their time of grief.

http://www.mindef.gov.sg/imindef/news_and_events/nr/2009/nov/16nov09_nr2.html. this is the copyright.

LTA chee rest in peace.

2009-11-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

better tell me the truth...

boys, how many yrs u been hiding this secrets from me? seriously, i dont know. i was shocked when i find it. wait, let me guess. dont tell me, ALL OF U n even my family... ... plan this part. wad kind of gd teamwork was that?!!!

my face is damn red. red. red. *sobbing* i nd to check with the girls right now. how can u do that to me? i know is for my own safety reasons. but, at least tell me the truth. i been crying n thought where is him? where is him? the last time going out with him, i got the bad feeling when he run away n said, ''see ya!'' a sense telling me that he leaving me...

in the end, he's in singapore. where is him right now? when he come back from usa? when? wat time? at least u should tell me the truth wad's happen to u? i love u so much n yet u always hurts my feeling... .. geeze, forget it! u r such an idiot!

2009-11-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

hahaha... dream on. this is a scam. later, it will be called emotional blackmail. im not that stupid. im giving a fake hp no n fake name to them. u think i can trust this stranger? i know a lot of well-known plp n many real name cards. i can able to track down easily if i wan.

if they want to recruit u, they will cover all the fees to u. i teach u sth, fashion n make up. ask june, mary, jia sheng, ivan, steven, shawn, lee chin, sin kai, more n ALSO ME! we worked many jobs. we know a lot of outside world.

._. i cant believe it... haiz... let's get rid the history!

2009-11-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

seriously, i dont know wad i can do. waiting for the damn news in dec. all i can do is to wait n wait. is there a miracle for me? is there a path for me to go? im tired n enough of everything. i prayed hard to wish that i will move on wto next yr with my friends.

i dont want my life to end this way. i dont want to live my life so miserable in such a painful situations. god, if u able to ''answer'' my prayer, pls make my wish come true. i will be very grateful for that. i really very tired n hurting my body too. well, i willing to exchange watever i vowed to u.

i know im a very selfish girl here. but this time, im serious. let's me go on to next yr n proceed to my path. if not, i really feel like worthless n intends to destroy my life.

asking for myself, i got the confidence that i will pass on to next yr...but, 65% only. will i press on in 2010?

2009-11-13T22:52:00.001+08:00

today outing,

going out with vishu priya. seriously, it's been a long~ time going out with her. 1st, went to mac, great world city to eat. instant win of apple win . lols. brought ''2010'' tickets. have an argument with 3 jc boys. cause they sit on my place n said, ''no'' + act blur. the best method was to show our tickets n check the seat no. lolz.

u know y? usually, i brought the tickets. i will book n-m and 15-17 seat. able to enjoy the big screen! BEST! so far, i will rate ''2010'' 5 out of 5 stars. time duration 157 minutes. deserves TO WATCH IT! reasons: great opening! theres alot of wow scenes. an emmerich-ques disaster movie of global proportion. the visual effects really jumped out at you. the fluid, flame and smoke simulation were stunning to a fault. some effects were so deliciously cam tracked that the plot and performances suffered.

sharing my jacket with priya cause she wearing dress. (luckily, i got bring jacket n nvr wear mini-skirt. - listen to my mum) after this, went to take 51 bus. sth caught our attention from outside. CID cars, ambulance n police cars. cool~

arrive @ bugis junction. a young lady stopped me n grab my hand. got stunned. out of the blue, gave us a name card. model agency??? called, ''create talents pte ltd'' insist to get our name n hp no. (for gdness sake, im not in this category. i got my dream ambition) i want to run away. but, cant. she just like a glue. -.-

end up, asking many question n give her our hp n name. this is my 3rd times someone gave me a name cards for this month. i dont think or ''believe'' model agency(some?) r quite reliable. wad if happen they intend to cheat ur money or sth u cant imagined especially for girls. im this kind of person, i will think out of the square n issue many bad points than gd points. ^^

2day, shopping mission was to help priya to brought make-up stuff. since, priya limit was $40-$50. it's very hard for me to find the beauty assistant expert . i nd someone who had a lot of experience. spending 10 mins searching this person. finally, find it!!! u know y? if i recommend the ''best'' quailty for her, she nd to pay over $90+ for 3items. that's y comestics for girls r too much expensive...

going shopping here n there was quite fun. pass by a japanese store, brought my dinner food n my mum favourite's snack. hehehez. come back home, received one sad or happy new from my mum. she going overseas. geeze, im going to be alone at home or i will be very HAPPY that i can do watever i want at home...???

ps: my dear fellow friends, pls hurry up if u want to buy airshow tickets... deadline: 16 nov.

2009-11-12T00:46:00.000+08:00

i only add certain plp.

2009-11-11T00:59:00.010+08:00

misunderstanding...

she said sth that '' i like u.'' u asked all my bro, they laughed n nvr gave u an asnwer. tell u sth, i treat u as friend only. that's no way i will fell in love with a guy so easily. im serious here. that's y all my bro said, ''it's impossible...''

that's no nd to worry, okay? any question u can asked me... hey, i dont mind if u r straight-forward to me. btw, not worth it at all. (get wad i means here)u know that person (i told u). i love him a lot. somehow, we r ~~not~~ together. due with some reasons. he might be not in gd looking. but, i like him being honest to me. he is very speical n important person to me. seriously, i nvr seen a guy being so honest to his heart, want to archieve the dream he want to be n lot of stuff. maybe, this is how i started got this feeling towards him. i really cant explain how i really like him. love is very complicated.

2009-11-09T20:08:00.001+08:00

busy day

2day meeting at sns. very confused n i almost cant catch up everything. tks god, yoga.. the order-taker help me. meet a lot of funny managers n going home together. at mrt, talked abt the customers nagging n complaining. so funny~

my friend smsed this message, '' all captains, please attend 4am at AB on next monday.'' may i know is this a prank or wad? 4am not 4pm. kinda of nutz. i dont want like last yr, i stay overnight cause not enough time for me to sleep at home...

btw, ivan... he's so funny. brought one box of tibits to me. he said, '' enjoy ur life...'' hello, he sent the box all the way to hq. all the boys gathering at my table. eating my tibits without my permission. well, i really dont care n all the boys really eat all the 24 tibits within 3hrs. frau was so angry n said, ''all tibits r for u. y u let them eat?'' n i said, '' all r chilli. u think i can eat?'' this is how the story goes abt. frau brought the wrong box of 24habits to me! hehehez...

2009-11-08T22:37:00.002+08:00

result of the competition...

so far, i read all my buddy blog's latest post abt ''rc''. i agreed that this yr competition was extremely fierce. no mercy at all. no piece of gd luck. we been restraint n restraint here n there. especially to some teams really pissed me off.

so how our rivalry? oh well, they r friendly as usual. but, haiz... the attitude still the same. i love to tease their captain n called him,''mr. aggrandize'' lolz. so far, the result was quite gd.

after the competition ends, i MIAed again. nah, im busy. i want to go home n sleep. i wan to watch the series of murderer cases! i love watching those sloving crimes n who did this n that? n y? lolz. my habits!

-.- tmr, got meeting. 3hrs of working. 1hr of break. 4hrs of meeting with watever boss, managers n order-takers. im not sure wad kind of environment can that be? let's talk abt today. 7hrs in the office doing paper-work. writing, copy, checking n reading the whole bk of banks stuff. i really hate the 4 corporate banks. now, i nd to check the credit cards. which one is hsbs, uob, amex, dbs, citibank.... (quite many)?

in the office, im easily very annoying by 2 things. 1st, received calls- ''ring! ring! ring!'' im just thinking no1 in the self-check counter to answer the call. 2nd, printers. -''zing...ZING...ZING~!'' wad a nice music from the printers...

but, in the office.. (depends on the situations) u can found out such as gossip, secrets, punishments n etc. for eg, (last time) secuity guard caught a young lady stealing things. she cry n begged not to call police. police came n she want to escape. very troublesome. took more than 1hr to solve everthing.

this will be my end of the post... c ya~

2009-11-07T21:03:00.000+08:00

my birthday. =)

today, my 17th birthday! tks for the birthday presents n the greeting too. i really apprecite it! im very touched especially preparing 2 surpirse party. I LOVE IT A LOT! yah, i love sports accessorizes. that's y they brought it as a gift for me.

i know my table was full of presents... hehehez especially comes to 5 bouquets of flower. my bro(s) n sis(s) gave it to me! n nd to tks all sirs, buying gadgets for me! seriously, i almost got fascinated by it. i stared at 5 items like ... i nvr seen it b4. XP

guess wad? i ate 20 small cakes this wk. some plp gave 1 box contains 3 cakes. that's gd, save my meal's expenses. hahahaz. then, the orphans gave me a hand-made fame with my photos with them. i will kept them forever! ^-^

anyway, i want to tks to a bitch who ~~ruined my birthday 2day~~ (almost).

u r such an asshole! u r my 1st customer n 1st stranger to scold me, ''...fuck...'' u made me lose face in front of everyone n scolded me very loudly. bcoz u r ''a customer''. so, i dont want to talk back n causing more trouble. anyway, i nd to tks a lot of managers, supervisors n boss to assist me n of course, tell me many advices ''how to deal a nasty customers like MS EVE WEE!''

u know wad... no1 scold me this kind of attitude! even my sir nvr scolded me like this b4.

i nd to apologise to ''one-zero'' doing extra duty bcoz of me. checking 4 banks(dbs, citibank, hsbc, united overseas bank limited) offers n price amts. this, ''MS EVE WEE'' who loves to say ''fuck'' to me!!! hello, here? no offers means no offers. no early bird gifts means no early bird gifts. i heard that, '' u r not in the gd mood!'' so, dont anyhow scold me with no reasons! she's nuts! insists want discount n lot of free gifts. wad the hell was that~?! so troublesome!

well... i will forget it. cheer up, mingxian!

oh well, i nd to tks to my friends...

i love u! tks for the presents. at first, i really cant accept it bcoz it's too expensive. i know all of u combined moneys n brought this items. i will treasure it! hmm...this will be our last yr together. nah, i will be seeing u guys in 4yrs later. (i guess?)

i am crying right now... bcoz i really miss all of u. 5-8yrs of friendship n more than 10yrs of friendship with some1. we will MOVE ALONG with the careers we want to be. to help plp n serve our country. we will be always cheerful n active EVERYDAY. getting very stronger. dont get sad n feel negative abt it

move along to make it through. dont give up. go on with the higher rank. we can do wad, we can able to do. remember the vowed we make in front of sir(s)?

as wad they said... different backgrounds but we had the same goals n same dreams in it... =)

2009-11-05T19:58:00.001+08:00

TAKE NOTE...

stop asking me this n that! come on, wat that website for? for xmas decoration is it? once, we received the emails from hq. we will update the post immediately.

im not sure when i will be back in sg. but, i nd some attention here.

first of all, im going to book airshow tickets. (PUBLIC VISITORS) boys, i know u r very interested in it! pls kindly tell me how many tickets u want?! r u going with ur parent or with sir(s)? this is very important!!! cause all captains r going to arrange the time that we can hang out together.

second of all, airshow tickets (TRADE VISITORS) !!!ASAP!!! check our latest post in our website. i cant tell u more details in it coz my blog is public. get wad i means here. u nd to wear proper uniforms. hehehez.

third of all, tell me the list showing the time at which certain events will take place bcoz i cant find it at all!!! thus, inform me... name list on duty. later, i book extra tickets. waste our $$$~!

lastly, tell me r u wearing ur uniform or not? r u joining with us? membership? got invitation cards? got car or not? do u want us to lobang u? taking bus? nd help? just any questions...

deadline: 16 nov' 2009

2009-11-03T19:01:00.000+08:00

this is my fate n i cant escape it at all...

will i make a great different in it? i dont know y am i so interested the path i choose? sir, tks for everything n didnt tell me the truth till the ''right'' time i choose my path i wan to be. i think i made a wise decision. in the end, i still choose this path. this is my fate n so be it!

it's not bcoz this is my fate n i give up... so, i accept it. bcoz i love my path i choose. there some reasons in it too. in few more yrs, i will be joining ur team. ur extra family members... nah! all of u already knew it. btw, dont bully me. im a blur sotong queen.

anyway, tks for the ''early'' brithday present. i really love it a lot.

2009-11-03T00:35:00.000+08:00

straight to the point here.

i am michelle.

no more asking.

2009-11-01T04:21:00.000+08:00

i should laugh to myself.

wad a joke! 2 paths shows me one hell n one heaven. i dont know to do. all i can do is to pray n let god decide my fate. comes to u, it's really annoy me. i really dont know how to describe u n me in such a term like this? bcoz of u, my life really changed a lot.

that's y u r very important n special to me. it's not just coincidence or wad? that's sth god really want to test us n also for me, '' should i go one step with u?'' if i go with u, i cannot go back anymore. i trust u but i nd to believe a miracle 1st.

if god really hear my prayers that i everyday sincerely kept on praying non-stop, pls make my wish comes true. i dont know y am i so serious abt this matter n even vow so many things in front of god. i nd to believe that sth really called ''hope''.

pls god, help me. i really trapped in the darkness. i want to believe in god again.

2009-11-01T03:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday was damn tiring. 9am+ reach sinkai's house to bake cakes n cookies. later, going to orchard n toa payoh. woah~ damn crazy outing! nvr expected to be wearing the costumes from 5pm-10pm. afterall, i nd to tks my designer.

i guessed this might be the last halloween's outing. so far, the party was pretty wild n awesome in a way of plp in costumes, food, drinks n most importantly, the decorations was the BEST! wow!!! i already uploaded the photos in my 2nd blog (if u know where it is).

didnt stay overnight with them cause i got sth on. nah, cant tell u. as long as i got sth on means busy. that's all i wan to say. btw, many plp kept asking me where is my 2nd blog n y this blog had no link to other's blogger. it's bcoz hacker, disturbs me n others n etc. if i explains more, u might get shocked wat i stated here. i apologize that my 2nd blog is mostly all photos(75%). if u want to save the pic, u nd my passwords.

the passwords: the day when i joined fc. quite easy, right?

2009-10-30T19:44:00.000+08:00

last day of sch.

sch was fun n played stress all the times. oh well, nvr expected to be in a new environment. anyway, tks to teachers for treating us pizza. nice one!!! after sch, got cca. tks for the ice-cream n the drink too. played waterbombs with my classmates outside gesscove. got myself VERY wet!!! but, it's really very fun! =)

i really enjoy the time with all of u in 2009. =) i will nvr forget u n we will press on to 2010. let's go ahead!!!

2009-10-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

i really cant believe the boys really very serious abt the letter that i wrote for them. they kept the letters for 5yrs till now. well, an agreement letter n i almost forget wat was that?!

wah... im very touched by the way they did n nvr disobey the rules stated in the letter. this is an agreement letter that contains a lot of memories abt it. i really wan to cry while recalled back wat they did to me. y we got this letter? here this story abt...

5yrs ago, i saw the whole bunch of 7boys fighting together n im the only girl who stopped them. furthermore, to prevent a lot of troubles... using my childish method to ask them sign an agreement letter as law by law's rule. but, it's really worked very well...u know y like this? bcoz this 7 boys want black n white agreement, fair n lots of excuses.

after that, i spent quite a lot of time spying them. we become friends to good friends. fated, right? oh well, i did told to my teams abt this story b4. i just remember that. lolz.

but, guys.. to 4 of u. best of luck in ur a lvls.

2009-10-29T18:47:00.000+08:00

im stressed. oh well, enjoy playing uno cards. even after sch playing with lili at gwc. most of plp looking at us. well, 2day will be our last pe lesson. the floorball match was really great n awesome! hope that mr tpk will be our pe teacher again for next yr!

haiz. apparently, i do not like plp to touch my things n dont try to meet or call me especially when im busy. for eg, ''i go n find u.'' i rather perfer myself to find u. well, except for some can do that. anyway, i dont even care abt it. thus, he's my cousin. he got the authority to bother my life. my mum's spy. that's all u can know.

so, dont waste our time. get wat i means. i nd to rest.

2009-10-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

im okay.

well! 2day, i cried n freak all my classmates out. just want to said apologize to all of u. due with some family's problems. that's all i wan to said. i tired my best to control my feelings n cheer myself up as much as i can. mingxian, cheer up! trying to courage myself! ^^

played ''stressed'', uno cards with geno. step n benny (i think i spelled wrong). how come am i so dumb let someone to win while staring at the same number n didnt hit at all? lolz.

after sch, went for clay shooting. damn funny n i really enjoy the moments with everyone. crack a lot of jokes n ms tan scared me that i miscalculate 2 persons. luckily, only 29 not 31 students cause two unable to come. give me a cold sweat! sign. after training finish, received our certificate. cool!!! then, i was the one helping 4 plp to write down their name n dates. lol. wat an exciting trip for me!! i will update the photos as soon as possible n ask ms tan to give me all the photos...hehehez.

2009-10-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

im really tired. i nd to rest. i nd peaceful environment. i just realised that she was like this. money is the 1st propriety n love is the last ever propriety. im not going to pity or sad abt it. let her be like this. just now, she hurts my feeling n said that i humiliate her.

from tml onwards, i will changed everything myself. for the sake of jaz's health, im not going to have stupid war with her. thinking abt that, if i join in... i must be idiot of joining the childish game. in times like this, must act-smart n know how to deal with much nonsense conflict. y must make urself so uncool, right?

y ruin urself with ur high IQ n EQ mixed with low IQ n EQ person? like this, causing increase of damage in brain function. control temper is the best method. if not, one day... ur head really a nasty one. how u going to deal with it?

cool myself n remove all those sad feelings out...

2009-10-27T20:13:00.000+08:00

joyride

yesterday, joyride was kinda of shy n funny. omg! i just crush into the most unbeileveable scene. wat else should i describe frua, silent-killer??? i dont know y my face red when mentor mentioned his name...? perhaps, this is the first time the boys see my face turned so red... kinda un-usual, right? anyway, the girls went home early. =(

playing psp n computer games in hq. then, scared all the sirs having meeting at night. me n ivan go make-up, wear white t-shirts n using skate-boards to make us like floating in the air...? plp tot we're ghost or sth. mainly was to freak someone out!!! thinking abt that, i cant wait for halloween party this coming sat. so, did we success? yes! cheong sir n kee sir were the 1st one to freak out! so, pls kindly go to chris's blog to check the latest videos! =) we video it just for fun!

2009-10-26T23:55:00.002+08:00

take note...

let me tell u more details abt the overseas leadership camp in jeram besu (pahang, malaysia) from 28th november to 1st becember 2009. sat to tues, 4D3N.

first of all, im not the one who in-charge this camp. im not the expert but just tell u wad the activities abt. so that, u can know wad going on there? wat to do next? n most importantly, u can able tell ur parents the whole situations there coz nagging n asking too much questions.. give students headache. am i right?

the acitivites we r gonna to have fun are country view night confidence walk, canopy walkway, trekking to bukit teresek, rapid shootting, flying fox, abseiling, water confidence test, whitewater rafting n lastly painball. pls check the time schedule, all stated in the paper.

country view night confidence walk

last abt 3hrs. 7pm- 10pm. i dont have much details abt this. as long as i know, arrival at jeram besu n check in to CRP resort. then, dinner n so on with this activities. enjoys the scenery n see the wonders of mother nature at night. im hoping the night sky was clear. see a lot of stars. =)

3 group activities at taman negara

check this website. http://www.taman-negara.com/ full day from 8am to 6.30pm. 1st, canopy walkway is 45meters high n 510 metres long walkway. so, enjoys the fear of height! 2nd, trekking to bukit teresek esitmated about 1.7km from kulan tahan. enjoys walking! =) lastly, rapid shootting - water activity. surrender ur bag n prepare to get wet or soaking. this one is damn fun!

flying fox, abseiling, water confidence test n whitewater rafting @ countryview recreation park

check this website. http://www.countryviewadventure.com/ 8am -1pm. flying fox, no nd to explain. abseiling is the controlled descent down a rope. btw, pls be caution all the sharp object stuff like rocks, trees n etc. i dont know how to explain the scenairo there. i will tell u when we r there.

water confidence test n whitewater rafting r combine together. whitewater rafting is usually done on whitewater or different degrees of rough water, in order to thrill n excite the raft passengers. b4 going for whitewater rafting, we nd to process to water confidence test 1st. cause the coach nd to briefing our safety, command n listen, wad the meaning of ''back'' n ''forward'' n getting urself more confidence. better dont capsizing, very troublesome. this is a raft suitable for beginners, grade 3 to 4.

paintball at kuala lumpur (KL), malaysia

check this website. http://www.paintball-tag.com/paintballtag/main/default.asp im not sure which areas we playing? is it @ desa water park or @ bukit kiara equestrian & country resort? anyway, paintball is a sport in which players complete in teams (only us). so, we nd to eliminate opponents by shooting them with pellets contains paint. warning- dont shoot direct to eye n wear the equipment that r provided.

the 2 places we are going to sleep together n hearing plp snoring. of course, girl rm n boy rm. -.-

countryview recreation park. go the website i mentioned above.
hotel @ KL. i not sure which hotels.

have fun! all teachers who did the best of having overseas camp, students like us can help in a bit. to lighten the atmosphere n everyone really enjoy each of every moments. even through, i bet there will be unsimliar faces. hehehez... =)

2009-10-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

rivarly...

received letter from a rivalry team n stated, ''we wan to challenge u in the competition! friendly match as always! '' wat the meaning of this? well, i guessed let's start the fun... so, i joined in. hey everyone, relax lah. as long as i know, dont stay close with the rivalry team, i dont get trouble... a promise to my sir.

plus, i promise that the fun is only limit... dont play with them too much.

2009-10-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

2day in sch was fun! lol

playing monopoly... im hock was the government of the millionaire! he happy... anyhow, give money!wat bady bonus! wat scholarship! wat foreigner! all can received $$!!!! end up, the banker left 5.1k only. lol. still got kampongs, exchange lands, bargain n booking lands... thinking abt that, im so easily amazed abt this.

cca times,
so many UG coming to gesscove. oh well, let's describe the scenario there. NPCC, the gambler. NCC, playing psp or makan. SJAB, waiting for their food. dragon scout, the wanderer or trouble-maker. lol. well, im the storyteller n also the joker of the day! my water bottle was spoiled in the very stunning n AWESOME way... 5 girls kana wet bcoz of the very cool incidents! nice, right?

anyway, janice... remember to bring ur chopper, everyone, pls come! last day of cca. just a reminder! =D

PS: if any1 is going for overseas adventure trip or overseas exchange programme? pls tell me. lol.

2009-10-21T18:15:00.000+08:00

okay, fine... i received many feedback n comments in my 2nd blog. here's the deal. if u go for the events, it's benefit u a lot in the future. rather than going out dating with ur bf or gf, right? y not use this opportunity to know them very well n might be useful to u.

well, this is a strongly advise from wat sir said. pls stay friendly relationship with them, okay? dont be so naughty n do sth stupid there. or else u will get sth from ahjun. that place is high-society area n dont fool around. u will disgrace urself, sir n ur team too. i heard there will be many vip there. i nd to check with them later.

btw, if u r worry abt the dress code... pls anytime(24hrs) call us. we will 100% help u. for girls or boys, ur seniors dont mind lending clothes, accessorizes or shoes if u really nd help in it. thus, saving ur money too. remember, we r in a team. we will help each other no matter wat.

most importantly, have fun. pls take care of urself coz seniors will be not around always. me= not coming. that's all!

oh man! cant wait for clay shooting next wed. joining sec 2-3 plp. later, in the sch bus... i might be the only one cracking a lot of jokes n maybe... listen mp3 n reading story bk or sleeping. lolz. i felt disappoint that i cant join 3a n 3d for paintball shooting.

2009-10-21T01:19:00.000+08:00

halloween party on 31 dec, next wk sat.

morning- message to 6plp or more.

reach 9am sharp at sinkai's place. baking cookie n cake. i dont wish like last yr, pride holding the knife chasing after ah boy. like those murder crime scene. damn funny n scary at the same time.

at night-

pls attend n we r really gald to see u there on time. pls bring ur invitation card (it's doesnt matter at all, as long as u r invited. ) n if better, wear ur own costume. cosplay costumes r allow too. wear sth hot, spicy, sexy, cool, rock, style, scary, creepy, funny n anything that u feel comfortable with it n HAVE FUN!

pls kindly bring extra clothes. remember, swimming pool? okay, that's makes lot of sense here! beware of the boys. thus, optional to stay overnight.

PS: pls do not ask me further detail abt this.

2009-10-20T14:45:00.001+08:00

went to safti mi library, borrow 21 books at once. cool, right? hope really worked for me being bookworm fliping through many pages and books to find sth that i really wan.

staying 6hrs in the library, i met 2 strangers there that i really completely cant recognised them. they said, '' we met before!'' i was shocked and fear that i got short-term memories.

this is how the conversation started.

richard and kaijun: hello, mingxian!
me: huh? may i know who r u?
kaijun: dont tell me u cant recognize us?
me: no. name, pls?
richard: me, richard and this is kaijun.
kaijun: we met at the conference opening ceremony.
me: which ceremony? i attended so many events n i hardly recall back which one.
richard: oh man. should i nd to kiss ur hand once more?
kaijun: u know, the kissing part? sounds juicy n i dont mind help u recall back the scene.
me: no tks. i appreciate ur enthusiastic welcome, perverts.
kaijun n richard: smart one.
kaijun: r u free later? go out for dinner.
richard: no nd to ask. she will come. bye now.
me: hey, wait! i didnt said, ''yes!''

so, i really ignore them. guess wat? at night, i went dinner with them and my sir too. actually, the dinner was just 4 of us me, shawn, june and sir. then, shawn n june last mins unable to come. then, i realised that sir invited them to come. lolz. but, a enjoyable chat with them too.

2009-10-19T16:40:00.000+08:00

now, i understand what my bf said to me...

overall, i shall describe myself. seriously, im tired! im tired the nonsense being rejected and hearing lots of excuse from all of u. i nd face and respect a girl over here. i care everyone's feeling and thinking back to myself, '' did u appreciate wat i did to u?'' i even make use of some relationship connection to save ur damn ass!

u think i dont mind everything plp saying my back. im enough especially to those boys who hurt my feelings. all i just know that everyone love to use, '' fuck'' wat else can u do? oh well, ''bastard and bitch?'' can u just improve ur manner n want to scold and blaming others... pls use correct english instead of watever hokkien or dirty words in it!

can i just give up everything? as a leader, can i just say no from this n that? can i just said bcoz i dont like them? being a professional leader and a great potential leadership extent, we cannot disgrace the pride we had and the honour system.

i dont care. im going to ignore everything. im tired. i shall listen wad my bf said to me. care more abt myself. going for f-16 joyride, remember the gun system, junming introudcting some army sir for me, navy officer for some gathering outing and strike the best getting distinction for my fy. that's all. end of my sweet life in saf.

2009-10-18T05:04:00.005+08:00

Life is to live

this is going to be VERY long post cause a lot of things appear in my minds and feel like describe my thoughts and feelings out. =p

In the journey of life, everyone is faced with various hardships. well, life moves in cycles. Moods of depression will be followed by periods of confidence and optimisn like night follows day. Am i right?

No one wants to go through life unseen, unheard, unknown and unwanted and it is because nature has give each of us tremendous potentialities that we want to develop ours and take our rightful place in this world.

when come to life is full of cares, trials, tribulations and overcome the ups and downs, i wish not to abuse myself by adopting foolish habits and take things for granted especially come to faulty thinking.

i had my weakness point in it. My anger is never justified. It is only my shadow of ignorance. However, i must remember myself that it will poison my body. Always avoid anger and fear too. Fear is the worst of all vices. But, very few of my fears are realised that. how sad can it be...?

its remind me about substitute hatred and jealously with love and sympathetic understanding. It is easy to hate and envy others. Don't you agree what i post here? So, why not try the alternative though difficult-love and understanding. So far, i been asking myself for so many times. If i show love and understanding, will i not to be surprised to find myself loved in and turn by everyone?

oh well...Nobody in this world is perfect, but one should have the courage to live near perfection. i need to agree this sentence that i post in my blog here. Thus, always aim for perfection in your life. If im going to pursue this, my happiest day will come and the meaning of life will be understood.

Perhaps, i tried not to give up my hope and ambitions to help me to achieve something definite. Without ambition, i will have nothing to work for and as a result i will have to live through idleness. The advantage is that how disheartened i am, whatever my future is going to be darker, ambition takes away my worries. It's always sees a silver lining behind every dark cloud. Gives life and believe in it.

ambitions also links up with my dream career that i want to be. i would have been spared many tears only if i had the wisdom to take into consideration the pros and cons of the situation before i do anything. Good for me to look into the life of people who have succeeded in life. In fact, quick and successful achievement is very rare this world. But chance is always uncertain and it is folly to reply on it.

Having adopted a course of action without thinking , i must find at once so many difficulties, small or big, impeding my progress. Becomes a source of regular worry. Why must i be so hasty? If only i can avoid acting on impulse , i might able to avoid most of my troubles. sign!

i wish not to be in this category that one day, i will fail to earn a decent livelihood because force to be selected an appointment for which i have no inclination or no special bent. Without taking into consideration my means and capabilities for a particular venture that i should not run headlong into it.

like what our parents, seniors or anyone who had gone through so many experiences mention that, it is always the BEST of going for advisable and prudent to examine and study thoroughly the details of a procedure before accepting or rejecting it. It is equally a mistake to hesitate or delay action when instant action is called for.

i still remember this sentences that JM, the head officer of army smsed me this, ''Where there is no room for delay and hesitation, there must be no deliberation and postponement. We cannot surmount our difficulties without courage and confidence. We would observe the maxim '' Ventured nothing, nothing done!'' ''

i guess too much caution, much fear of risks and consequences are often attended with failure. i might be successful and realise my ambition in life only by a just application of both the maxims. Foresight and forethoughts, combined with courage and confidence in taking unavoidable risks are essential. I must rise to the occasion and ensure success.

that's why, life is short. we have only a short period of life in which to acheive our hopes, aims and aspirations. Therefore, i must listen what my mum said to me. i must make use of every second of it wisely. Time, once passed, is lost forever. Science with all its progress, has not been able to do anything about it. Examples, diseases have been conquered, satellites and rockets have been launched, but nother has been done about time. No one has been able to travel back through time. Even the gods can able to do the impossible things, they must be fair to the others who wish to go back the past or future.

i respect that shakespeare remarks, ''Time tests all things. Some he delights and other fear him; he brings gladness to the good, and fear of consequences to those that have done evil; he makes mistaken ideas to grow and flourish is some cases, and in others he clears up errors.'' Hence, the simplest definition is that time is a creator and destroyer. To sum up, Time is abstract and at the same time omnipotent. He has been in existence even before creation. Time has no age, no limit. In other words ''TIME'' is eternal.

So, i only value the most are 2 things ''the time that i just mentioned above, the journey of life portrayed inclued family members, friends and people around me and lastly love''

oh well... setbacks come to me in many various forms, be it in money matters, departure from earth of a much loved one or in failure and disappointment at not obtaining out desires and ambitions. So me indulge myself in self pity and tears, that my eye are blind to the many long lasting virtues we would have gained. If i really weigh the pros and cons of experiences undergone during times of grief and pain, i will realize that some misfortune is good for ME.

This period is actually a test of my character, faith and strength as well as others. From it, i can differentiate who are my sincere and true friends. *a blessing in disguise~* oh my god, i can't believe i just type this 4 words and accept the truth of this human's world.

''True friends are like diamonds, precious and rare'' said a wise philosopher. This is so real in our lives in this world of insincerity and deceit that we cannot choose to ignore it. When we are in plenty, friends flock to us like ants attracted to sugar but when we are reduced to penniless beggars, they scatter as though we are suffering from leprosy! to those readers who read until this far (i dont think so), you agree what i just refer!!! am i RIGHT?

However, the few friends that remain are worth all the gold and silver in this world. They are the ones who comfort us in time of sadness and the ones to turn to in time of need. so, pls treasure them and put them into the treasure chest with a sealed key and LOCK IT! i was just joking.

lastly, about love relationship. i dont believe such things as fairy tales where the story goes by with the prince saved the princess and fall in love at the first sight. what a dramatic scenario and a great inspiration of an invaluable asset!!!

im impressed some girls who can really create a fairy tales story in their life. i hope it's really worked for them. (Please kindly recall back the fairy tale's character and etc) king and queen= both sides parents. obviously, girl is the princess and the boy is the prince. animals, faires and seven dwarf = friends for guidance on how they should deal with situation. dragons, witches and underspell= third partner, onesided dominion, jealousy and suspicion. to break the spell, resuce the princess, miracle to happy= (say this magic words! it's 100% works it) say, ''I LOVE YOU!'' happy ever after= able to RESOLVE all those differences. cool, right?

back to the topic. love is one of the most potent and most life-changing emotions that we as human feel. i think it is a most challenge and difficult task as no one can really decribe what love feels like. To aware of how sincere and deep your love is. As long as i know, saying i love you is to constantly let the other person know you are thinking abt them. giving a wonderful sense of euphoria, as if he or she was in seventh heaven.

However, people in general love attention and shows of affection. So, whether it's leaving little notes around the house, giving short shoulder rubs, hugging, or just letting them know you appreaciate them. There are thousand little ways you can recogition of their being in the relationship with you.

however, letting go of someone you love is one of the hardest things you manage to do but it's also very necessary. the truth is if u don't let go, you may end up smothering them and they will want to stay away from you. u try to manage to do and let it go. the feeling was very painful...

for me, it explains a definition of love in a way that is interesting, intense, clear, logical and meaningful. All relationship can be found in love, infatuation, friendship, dating, marriage, family, community and professional. As a result, it involve three key element of emotions that how we feel about each other, ethics that how good or bad we for each other and joys that how much we satify or dissatisy.

i told u it's gonna to be a very long post n no short formed english too.

2009-10-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

pls kindly tell me who r u? then, kindly once again... full name pls! eg, jonathan. r u jonathan lim, jonathan lee, jonathan kee or jonathan tan kai yi???? this is only the example here.

2009-10-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

IM VERY BUSY. CAN ANY1 SAVE ME??!

kana scolded by him. but, he was right. 3wks till now, i nvr eat my dinner at all. 2 meals a day. everyone been worried abt me n tot i was sick or wat happened to me. end up, my bro called mum n checked if im okay or not?

2day, dinner was special. i was treated like a kindergarten kid. -.- fishball- love shape, seafood- star shape, tofuball - smiling shape. wow! that's was really very creative. oh well... erm, 3 boys n my mum staring at me n hope i will eat finish it. finally, i did it! zy said, ''gd girl! now, go n sleep. stop doing other stuff. SLEEP NOW!'' im so sry, i nd to rush my docs.

yesterday, the floorball match was awesome. 7-7 (draw) well, i guess this will be our last pe lesson. =( maybe? i really enjoy the once a wk pe lesson... same activity floorball n nvr get sick of it.

anyway, 2day in sch was totally fun... playing poker cards (21) n jia hao, the banker won $28 from us. wat a lucky banker! after that, sexuality education talk... combined with class 4A students. to recall back, im easily amazed abt the kissing part. edward kiss boy1. boy1 was stunned n slap his face. HAHAHAHA.. that remind me abt im hock n wai kit in classrm accidentally kiss together. i think it's cheek or lip? damn funny lolz...

after sch, my 2 cca got crashed at the same time. damn busy! first, modular sport-- rushing doing the camp stuff n check the number of the students. i realised that more than 80% of students are boys. a girl dealing with so many boys alone? can u imagine that? so tiring. that's y i nd boys help me. i nvr capable of dealing it! sometimes, i really dont know how to scold them if they really VERY naughty... i might hurt boy's pride n lose their face in-front of girls or any1. lolz.

oh well, pls... submit ur clay shooting form to mr wmk or mr goh latest by next wk. thus, there will be camp on 20-21nov. compulsory attendence. i nd some help in it. more information will be update later.

lastly, e-club. being the leader of friday grp... i save my partner life, my beloved future vice-president natalie. gather, shouting n meeting abt the role duty 2day. (i guess must shout at them)  then, li xian n janice arrived later. anyway, tks for the advise n helping/finding the errors of the camp. once again, tks a lot! next, talk abt ghost topic! FINALLY, I SCARE ALL THE LEADERS WITH MY SHORT N NICE GHOST STORY! yah!!!!!! i love the screaming part, it's feel so awesome(just for me)! i like to do it again next wk!!!

then, we talked abt animal we kills such as files n insects ---- how we torture them? how we operation their leg, head n body with toothpick or needle? wat type of special animal u had eat b4? i eat bats, scorpion, pigeon, raddit, part of snake? n frogs. li xian eat bats, worm, bugs? n etc too... wat an enjoyable chat with them! =D

went tiong mac with natalie, shirely, kai lin n yu ping for chatting. end up, me n nataile been chatting for 2hrs soild.  actually, i went to go jogging with her. however, nd to go home on time. mum rushing me. next time bah. =)

btw, my things havent ends very soon yet. how poor things am i? 3 projects, 4 tests coming up for my yf n rehearsal training. 2nd joyride coming soon. oh man, i cant believe that i failed my speed wind coz i vomit. sir was very disappoint abt me coz this is the 5th time i vomitted. the funniest thing is that, im the only person who passed the theory. that's was really very werid?!!!

o2 mask, i felt so sleepy with a burning sensation on my skin! attemped a maze puzzle n simple brain excerise. slient killer on core! how smart was that. -.-

PS: i only give suggestion n i nvr knew that the head was SO serious abt it n agree wat i said. this is a very big sum of $$. thousands dollars plus n put my suggestions in it... me =die! but, im very sure this is going to be fun n i did not plan the time. sigh.

2009-10-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

bcoz i love u.

maybe it bcoz when u r serious in ur love relationship, u willing to do anything for him or her. eg, i nvr seen this 2 bros so faithful n loyal to his gf. im talking abt the rsaf pilot captain n his bro. u should know who am i refering?! to be honest abt myself, they r very gentlemen n shows consideration for the feelings of other plp.

this is wat the girls really want their bf or husband to be gentleman! anyway, this 2 bro... i was touched by the way they treats their gf. aww... how i wish my bf is like this? (opps, im not hinting him. lolz) coz i got some of my gfs who really encounter the bad history of love in marriage or dating. so, i will be very caution in it n hoping dont kinda suay suay... ^.^

back to the topic. btw, they r very gd looking too. unfortunately, they r getting marry soon... n i will be their bridemaid (girl's side) soon. bros, i wish u all the best lah. dont always disturb(s) me that ask me solve ur funny stuff.

btw, tks for caring ur youngest sister here when i fall in sick. even, ur gf also come to my house n cook porridge for me. then, bring me to the clinic. im sry that cause tpk n tpk's gf trouble. tph called morning, afternoon n night call. tph's gf called me at least 3 days to check that i got eat my medicine. very sry

2009-10-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone especially to hq,

listen up! i nd all of u have ur own username n password latest by next wk. i create a software n implant anti-virus n defending firewall scan. so, there will be tracking ip address. so, no worries abt the spiders or cookies threat. the design theme n skin, i took 3days 3 nights solid staring at the pc doing the layout n flash all of u had requested.

many tks n credits goes to many plp who helped in n i am appreciate abt this. if u sent any doc. or messages, the seniors or the higher rank captains will reply u back within 1wk as soon as possible. that's all i wan to inform all of u.. =D

2009-10-15T00:26:00.001+08:00

im back alive...

u know ivan @ hq said sth abt my eye. actually, this is truth. my iris is blue. how come my iris turned to sliver-brown-reddish-black(mixture) colours? maybe its due with the process of developing to teenager kid, my iris got affected. u can check with my cornea - still got outer line blue-

i nvr expected that he will say it out. oh well, one more things. my eyelashes ---REAL--- NOT IMPLANT!!! pls do not use ur hands n pull my eyelash like ur toy or sth else. very painful~

2009-10-03T15:10:00.000+08:00

time to work out.

oh my... i had forget abt some1. let's me go n study this 2 wks. after everything had over, i will settle everything with u. i guess u miscalculate me involved this matter. i can play with u anytime but after this 2 wks ends. dont try to distract me from study right now...

2009-10-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

KNOCK IT OFF!

im not in an extremely gd mood. stop the commenting in my 2nd blog n disgusted me. when did i said i love him? lot of girls love him bcoz he's handsome, popular n rich. do not involved me in this category. im not interested in this type of rivalry fighting for his love. make some sense here. does he own this place?

i come here means im here to see him. i wear nice clothes n high heel means im here to impress him. DREAM ON! who's care abt him? im here to take another assignment, take a drink n go home. i was pissed off abt my previous assignment. that's all i can said.

cant u c im in a bad mood? i got this bad habit when im in a bad mood. emo situation comes. anyways, i almost forgot wat his name. im not close with him. but, i know a lot of girls surrounded him like honey n bees. wat's else should i describe the situations that i always saw...

anyway, mis is a very mysterious guy. he's my form sir. he always so busy n once a wk(every friday) can see him. i nvr knew that every1 had such a small details abt him except me, ivan n sinkai.

2009-10-02T15:23:00.000+08:00

Just feeling bored.

just nth. i was playinng with her n him. doesnt mean any harmed at all. u expected me to be sit down there n do nth. i will run away or doing sth else. oh well, i joined the team of 6plp (include me). i dont feel bored with them. very interesting plp indeed.

getting along very well with them. maybe, it bcoz we r all those stright-forward n very heck-care person. easy to communicate. no wonder sir said, ''dun worry, u will love this grp that i assign for u.'' now, i understand y he said that to me. so far, i havent checked out with my previous team members. bcoz we r spilt up n sent to different grp.

PS: anyway, im the evil one. im the true devil. the essence of pure evil spirit. im the noble of well-know scary person in the universal. (like real?) dont ever tend to close with me. social-distancing n i love the feeling of blood soaked to my body. i had a ruthless style of fighting. i like to give a smile when i kills plp stating that's it a gd manner. i love using vulgar language to threaten or bully childs n adults.

i am the natural (evil) leader n is most comfortable when speaking to large grps of plp n led plp to victory after everyone else had lost hope. causing plp to suffer rather than giving a dealth strike.

watever is that. i describe me very well as a bad person. wat else should i do to scare plp off...? if u know me very well, most the sentences r quite slightly true. when comes to dislike a person, acting evil in-front plp n makes a child cried. this part will come. that's y my friends said, ''sometimes, u nvr know mx very well. she an unpredictable person. ''

that's the reason y juniors opt early that im top 10 fierce n scary person. well, i should do that n being strict to them. seniors or leaders, y should understand how i feel? showing no mecry or else juniors will lack of morals to us. this is true factors abt this.

oh well, comes to think of that. i cant focus in my work when my loved ones were around. either i asked them to get lost or i stop watever im doing. pls kindly respect me n i feel very stress when all of u around.

2009-10-02T03:20:00.000+08:00

im sry.

i didnt know he so serious. anyway, he still in lost spirit world? dont mind help me check with him. he's just like a fragile glass that will easily break anytime. later, i go n see him. the fragile glass(him) get extremely sad. as a result, i received a bad message from everyone. all the boys said, '' im cruel. '' all the girls said, '' y u do that to him?''

last wk till now, he still cant forget wat i said to him. omg, i think i did sth terrible to a 18yrs old boy. i heard that ''i dont want to find mx. i feel so heartbreaking.'' i sure die n i dont know how to forgive myself that i said to him that cold sentences!!? thus, i stare at him with no joking look.

i ask my close bfs abt this matter. they said, '' if i was him, i definitely will get over-react.'' oh dear, wat am i gonna to do next?

2009-10-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

odd team.

get wat i means. u know, i know. then, shut ur mouth. im also the one responsible handing it. shown to care very much abt this topic. then, let me play for a while. later, i will go back. fine, as long as i know...not too over fire. i will be safe. same rules n same punishments.

2009-09-30T01:22:00.001+08:00

since, i promise every1 that i will write down my feeling towards him. so, read it n if u know who am i gonna to praise that boy.

be honest to my heart.

i like him a lot. he's my sunshine. maybe it bcoz, he came at the right time when i was totally hopeless in aiming my life. gave me the courage, support n a very gd advise. bcoz of him, i did sth outrageous beyond my limits like more daring, speak up n very confidence of myself. i felt much better comparing hiding my true characters. due with a sad incidents, i changed myself into very quiet girl.

if that's day, i did not messed up the information profile. i nvr got the chance to know him at all.

dear,
u taught me a lot of lessons n did a great job of dealing my problems. u r awesome. im very impressed the way u handle it. im really acknowledged u. i did mentioned b4 in-front of some1 that ''i fully respect u.''

well, im always think of the consequences b4 i take any actions. in future, if we can see each other again or hopefully we the same unit or squad, i will called it as ''fate'' n i will accept it.

bcoz of u, i starts to chase after my dream that i wan to be. that day, u ask me this question, '' did u cry?'' i lied to u. actually, i cried. i cant stop myself crying. i nvr felt sorrow or painful feeling at all but kind of miserable feeling. i felt like missing u n of course them a lot.

anyways, tks for cheering me up. im so proud of u n go ahead with ur wings badge.

2009-09-29T18:40:00.000+08:00

3 days of mc. 24/9, 25/9, 28/9. come to sch, a lot of h/w to choing. getting myself VERY BLUR. after sch, went kfc ate with jasmine. had an enjoyable chat with her. =D

i guess im the most noisiest girl in the class coz i kept on coughing non-stop. hope i will get well soon.

anyway, im focusing on 1 thing 1st = studies. cant u see i ignore most of things to avoid getting myself distractions abt it.

2009-09-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

let me explain the story.

the handsome boys, right? okay, fine! we r my ''old'' (uncles) long term friends. just nice that(or coincidence) that we r also in the same unit. so, i asked them to joing forces in order to maintain strong relationship n some issue problems to deal with it. we had no choices but to do it. thus, it benefits both teams.

there r not just to entertain plp especially girls. -ivan mentioned that n he very furious abt some matters- dont mistakeable abt them, they r experts. as long as i knows, we still nd to maintain a strong teamworks n respect each other.

we nd to do this method just in case sth happens in our grps. im also a strategist. so, i know wat am i doing. u might dont know what the behind stage is. sigh. i dont wan things to be repeat once more.

2009-09-28T19:41:00.001+08:00

wah~ bcoz im bored. y dont u concern a person over here? y, mr pineapple n mr fraud? y both of u always appear in front of me... y the joyride is on next mth? (fine, it better than nth)

I KNOW IM SICK. i cant go out, i cant go n eat anything i wan, i cant go n study cause it's doesnt absorb anything. sleeping pill, i sleep more than 12 hrs. how boring was that!!!!

i nd sth to play. anyway, i know i kinda of scary especially comes with the cold sentences i said. but, i really very hungry n all i can eat is plain porridge, egg n vegetables. no meat no meat no meat. 5 days of sick days. tmr, can go to sch n eat red meat.

2009-09-27T15:47:00.001+08:00

if u know wat i meant here, gd for u . if u dont know, nvm n igonre this post.

i promise my sirs n my bfs not to tell anyone of this matter. since, my gfs know abt this matter. it's doesnt cause me troubles bcoz they will sealed their mouth. i still on line. pls try to understand abt me.

2009-09-27T15:35:00.000+08:00

wah! pls spare me a life! i nd my fame. u put me in the youtube, for wat? my grp told me, ''hey, mingxian... u kana sobatage!'' i dont want plp to know more abt me n especially come to parts of wearing that UNIFORM. plp been asking me abt my background details.

when i watch the video, my face turned very red n shy. pls, even my grp members ALSO peisah. coz this video not even me plus the captain's face n my members. wait a mins, Y STILL GOT PART 1-5??!!! btw, part 3... when did u video me during my birthday bash last yr? that's was damn horrible! i was tied up with a rope n thrown into the sea n swimming pool. still, full version somemore...

gd job. i nd some time to settle plp annoying n asking me a lot of questions.

2009-09-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

i believe i can break the cruse. im confidence that i can do it. wat damn bullshit was that. i will changed my life n i prove it to all of u. im not going to throw myself to the drain of hopeless. im not going to give up. im going to break the chain of wtf u been talking abt. im not going to think negative impact in my life. no way n going to accept my destiny.

i will do a great change in my life. im serious abt my life matter. i will strike the best bcoz im in ''striker'' grp. i will go forward n seek the path of freedom. im going to fight for it. bcoz of my dearest friends who shows the fighting spirits that gives me the passion of chasing the dreams i want. im going to strict to myself n care more abt my feelings. im not giving any fucking damn watever stuff is it. understand?

im not going to feel any regret or sad abt it. i hurted once, im not going to hurt twice more. im going to break n changed my life.

2009-09-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

mc for 2 days. doctor said, '' nd to take more rest! ur body seriously very weak.'' oh well, only when mum not around at home, i nd to take care of myself. how i wish some1 can 24hrs take care of me... fever, coughing, flu, dizzy n no appetite to eat anything.

2009-09-24T16:15:00.000+08:00

2day, received so many phone calls n message. btw, im sick. end up, i ask my mum to answer all the phone calls. i slept like a pig n had a nightmare just now. well, eat my breakfast n so on doing nonsense stuff such as online games, watching tv n etc. just for that 2 hrs... im going to doze off soon.

i still dont know i can take care of myself in this situation. very dizzy n blur. well, i guess it's gd that some1 really taking care of u especially ''fall in sick times...'' currently, my nurse= my mum. but, she not at home at the moment n i still not very sure when she coming back home?

i went to study. oh great, i cant absorb any topic.

ps: give me a day off. i nd a rest.

2009-09-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

stop following me or tracking me down.

2009-09-23T18:49:00.000+08:00

special forces jump master dances
if u r in air force or military forces. pls watch this video one! pls watch carefully! the way that he do was very funny if u know wth he's been doing. u will laugh n laugh non-stop. but, this is very truth. the daily life of the parachuting.

cheaters!
wife on the way to investigation her husband. however, they caught her husband having sex with other woman in the car.

im 15 n i've slept with men over 300times
this girl wants a baby so much. she's crazy.

dead beat dad has 6 children with 5 different women
must watch!

the birth n dealth of a hemangioma
must watch everything n u will know wad's going on there. very touching.

2009-09-23T17:42:00.000+08:00

it's time to tell the truth!
oh well... im enough that most of u lying 2 everyone. so, i spill the beans out. that's y i straight to the point n tell in-front of everyone in the same rm at the same time! wow, I DID A NICE JOB! for goodness sake, i got a disadvantages that i offend them. btw, its didnt casue me too much bad benefits abt me as a captain.

i already show a signal that ''dont play me'' or ''dont play any dirty behind my back''. i will find it very soon. oh well, dont feel so guilty or feel bad abt it. afterall, im not threaten at all. im just digging out very exposed secrets from the grave. am i right, everyone?

the rest of us been watching u doing this stuff. just to wait 4 u, when r u going to stop the nonsense? ''creating a victimless crime!!!''

there's no nd to come to my house n said sry to me. it's gd that u did sth surprise me that appear ur face at my house. im not very sure a person like u that i can easily forgive u. the innocent sweet angle victim(s) r over there. u r the one who hurt them, not me. u should sincerely use MORE ACTION instead using ur tears n words.

vomit blood~ .

2009-09-22T18:07:00.003+08:00

the bucket vengences.

let talk abt the recently photos n videos. anyway, tks for the fun. i really enjoy that crazy moment with all of u. as u know, i will be saying my prayers b4 i went along... after everything had ended, i saw my bf holding 4 buckets coming on my way. i tot he wanted to give me to wash the items. but, i was wrong.

he said, ''prepare to get urself WET!'' so, this sentence tells me that i nd to went through the traditional ceremony, which it means that i pass my compass-pro test. however, i was too late to run away from him n the maintenance guy too. coz both of them grabing my hands. if u watch that video, there's no different like kidnapping a person. it's was damn funny. i been screaming n shouting for help.

all captains(4plp) had arrived n so on... to receive my most unforgettable 4 gifts of BUCKETS.
1st bucket- 60% of chocolate milk, 20% of water n the amount of (1L) honey in it.
2nd bucket- 10 egg yolk, 500g of flour, 35% of cold water.
3rd bucket- 100% of watermelon, 1L of banana juice n 45% of chilli juice.
4th bucket- filled with jet fuel n 20% of cold water n 55% of soap.

that time, i felt that r u baking a human cake or set me up for a fire??? this havent end yet...

bfs all ready to shoot at me. i will be archieved the stuff i deserves cause im giving up the hope of running away from them. every1 seems to be enjoying it. i like the part of the most impressive shot of 4 directions that wash away the ingredients (dirts).

unfortunately, the story didnt end here. more buckets at yacht's nearby at night. a gift from my gfs. how sweet was that! ^%$&!!!

i was running like hell. thus, i was totally wet n kept on hugging my gfs. if i still remember that, we saw a lot of stars that night-day. btw, the dinner meal was yummy. tks to my sir treating me! *free meal* lastly, still nd tks to my instructor for giving me a very special gift. i love it very much.

THE END...

watever it is, we still be friends forever. guys n gals, i will still love u. i cant help it but miss all of u. we r going to ''spilt'' soon? i might not get to see u as often as i'd like. im getting very busy. most of u going oversea studies. the few of u, busy on sth.

for boys, im not ur heart- to hear adviser anymore. u know y? everytime, we feel sad abt sth. they always chat with me. grow up n be mature. i still worried abt some of u. watever they fall sick, they dont take care for their body at that period. dont eat medicine n still playing computer games. that when, all the girls nagging n annoying them comes.

for girls, im so sry... im not always being so active recently. if u realised that, i dont jokes a lot or smile a lot too. anyway, pls do not get distracted by any relationship involved like money, friend, love, family, studies n etc. i worried that some of u easily affected n crying for a long hrs. the more u cry, the more u feel pain in ur heart, the more of negative impact of mindset increase causing bad images n sadness in this world.

saying abt myself. alright, i got bad habits. on the progress on dealing it. lol. but, tks for being part of my mirror, being so straight-forward to tell me abt my bad habits! ^-^

2009-09-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

i just went out with captain at night. oh god, mary... i sprain my right leg n he help me take my handbag n so on...(long story) that's all i can said. -.-

but for 2day was special, i won myself a (60cm height) teddy bear. lucky spin wheel fortune. ''yellow colour'' captain won himself $50 vouchers. wad a lucky guy! at central mall, he order 20 ''ishokuya'' to take away. he pay. wow. 0.o i just say say only. he really serious abt it n asked to bring it home n eat... (im shocked!)

after that, shopping n aiming to buy a bag for jaz's present. zy, he got gd taste of choosing items. nice job, buddy! i hope jaz will love this present. =D

2009-09-21T15:31:00.000+08:00

watch oktobite channel, every tuesday on 10pm. the tittel of this documentary file called, ''destination truth''. the BEST OF ALL! must watch this one...

give a small detail abt this reality televison show.

Gates leads a group of fellow investigators and cameramen in his treks to various locations around the world where he begins his investigation by interviewing witnesses, reviewing any evidence, and researching local history. Later, Gates and his team go into the field in an attempt to capture first-hand evidence of the existence of these legendary creatures. Any evidence gathered is then sent to experts, generally in the United States, for further analysis. -copyright at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Destination_Truth

if u love this flim, go to youtube n search cause got season 1-3. i recommended this to quite a lot of plp. all said, ''nice!'' even, my family also watching too!

next up, if u really love to eat snack bar. for me, i love eating ''almond nut bar with chocolate and cereals''. the brand name is, ''F & N alive''. http://www.fnnfoods.com/ib_alive_snack.php its give u added boost energy. For example, no time for makan (breakfast or lunch), eat this one! anyway, choose ur right combination to suit ur needs.

btw, pls do not buy picnic ham, the cheapest among all the hams. $0.99 per 100 grams. contains a lot of fats more than 90%. n worsestill, cause u sick n vomiting.

2009-09-21T12:39:00.000+08:00

shimano products. deadline: end of oct. cause 15 of u still ordering more n more items. thus, the rest of u who r interested buying this products, still havent giving me a confirm answer. for the payment, there r 2 options to do it. pay me n i give u the receipts or come with me to see that guy.

order over more than $200-500+, give me a cheque or the $$ notes. dont bank transfer, i will very confused. for $$ notes, pls kindly put inside an envelope. so that, i can put inside a seal file.

2009-09-21T03:25:00.000+08:00

i did the best possible outcome. the most latest flashing cool layout!!! thus, i put some classic music in it. its took me more than 5 hrs to complete everything. adjusting colour, texture, putting the right taste at right time... quite tiring!

2009-09-21T00:32:00.001+08:00

mentioned abt him. i really miss him a lot.

2009-09-19T23:08:00.001+08:00

hey everyone,

who r interested buying shimano products:

check this out, http://www.shimano.com/. if u want to buy the limited-edition, latest or one n only products, talk to me personally. i got the list of the most renowned products.

how to order? just give me the code no. this is very important coz it's a logistics shipping methods. dun worry! there's no way to be in misfortunate case. *got worldwide tracker*

discount? there will be. i will help u settle this matter...

if any question, just ask...

that's for all now...

2009-09-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

just now, i recevied 7 very touching flash notes from my friend. i am confidence that i will press on to next yr! in 2010, we will be together!!! let's go for it!!! maybe, we can sitting together. if cannot, we can sit very close to one another. north, south, east, west. 45 degree also can lah.

2009-09-19T20:12:00.004+08:00

fine, 4get it. as long as i know, finish my studies. sign the contract. DONE!

i should go for talk less n more action mode. every1 say i did the right way... even i also felt that way too. bcoz u dont dare to seek the truth n u r very stubborn. where is ur determination? y dont u check it out who is the evil mastermind?

i already caught ur weakness point... thus, there's no way hiding the truth to me. i already know wad going on there n just want to see, '' wat r u going to deal with them?'' if u wan to just let it go for this matter... to me, i dont know wad to descirbe abt u. then, wad police for...? is this ur forgiveness...?

i only post it once n for all... this message to u...

ur loved ones r trying to hint u sth. that's y they kept on finding u. this makes a lot of sense to u, my dear... there r 4 betrayers in ur members. remember the counterfeit cake n photo topic plus force u to risk ur life moments... obviously, u will know wat i mean here.

u said that, '' ... ....i dont want to break ''ANY'' of the relationship... ...'' ur this 10words already pissed me off!!! PLS THINK TWICE OR THRICE AGIAN B4 U REPLY ANY OF OUR QUESTIONS!!!

pls remember wad happen in 2008? during the celebrating event, supposed to be a happiness time of all.... however, they tried to ruin us. almost break our bonding relationship. for me, that was SUPER DUPER horrible day, i dont want to talk abt it...

anyway, pls stay calm... we r trying to help u... it's doesnt cause me a lot of problem bcoz im not part of the shooting bullets n missiles...

2009-09-18T21:02:00.001+08:00

really? my voice sounds like a chairman or a leader or a teacher? a lot of plp been telling this part. i dont feel it at all... i feel so weird. even i ask my family just now, they said, ''yes...''

2009-09-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

im sick...

2009-09-17T01:24:00.000+08:00

when im busy or im sleeping. i will switch off my hp. thus, i dont like boys to wait for me after hqm's end unless u r one of the member in it. the problem is that this is the headquarter area.

pls do not touch my flies. i only permit team members n very close buddy to see wat's inside in it. it's contain my personal, result, rank n include juniors profile in it. that's y i cannot let u c.

2009-09-16T15:50:00.001+08:00

I HATE SSP!!!

teachers love to cheat our feelings. pls kindly inform us that ''yes'' or ''no'' got ssp lesson. damn idiot! wasting our 1hr(break) doing nth n coming back to the classrm. no teacher around or give worksheet. wad kind of lesson is this. this is wad u mean, ''improve ur learning.'' wow, that's awesome... $#$@!??

2009-09-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

a comment from some1 in my 2nd blog.
my reply for u is this:
im scared. im really very scared. i had no confidence in myself n i just putting a mask of ''hecking care n stay cool'' i scared that i will lost everything. i dare to do but im not the brave one. this path is my own, there's nth else for some1 like u or the rest of plp can help in. but, a wisdom of words n advice to assist me. in case, im trapped in the darkness. im strongly needed!!!

when u grow up being mature n understandable in this adult's world or this human's life. u might know how i feel this way... i dont like to express my feeling out. that's y i nvr talk abt sth(often) that troubles my life. everytimes, i go for it. the 1st scene in my mind was all the friends cheerful n laughing. it's ease away all the troubles from me...

tks for the compliment. im sry that im not interested to accept the offering. i got my own goal n i nd to archieve in it. i nd to be honest to my heart n follow wat i wan to be.

2009-09-15T18:55:00.000+08:00

1) studies
~~2) cca~~
~~3) camp~~
~~4) training~~

that's all i want to do right now. to be FOCUS!!!! i will deal everything later.

2009-09-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

once again, congratz to me. i cant sleep at all.

2009-09-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

after sch, went subway with jasmine n huixia. anyway, every1 didnt attend ssp. ms thng going to nag for sure. coz everyone been dicussing this topic, ''want to go?''. so, the result was ''not going!'' LOL... we r like this, want to come=attend. dont want to come= dont attend.

dinner time, went bugis junction with ivan, frau n sinkai. quite a sudden call to ask me out. coz they at downstair waiting for me. thus, i just wake up from an afternoon nap. fine, i know its very rare to see me wearing dress.

at bugis junction, shopping (after makan), a 2 yrs old boy hugged me n call me, '' mummy!'' my 1st reaction was this, '' do i look really old?'' n every1 expected that my 1st reaction was this, ''y he hugged me?'' the most funniest scene of all tonight!!!

in the end, i carried him... he's so cute n handsome. eye's big big n his smile gave me a welcome feeling. so irresistible~ after that, return back to his ''real'' mother. lol!

tonight, we been talking abt relationship n our future topic all the time. basically, my future will depends on my academic result. am i right? study hard gives u miracle. this is wat i believe in it. in love relationship topic... i know... i always LOVE to skip this topic. ''next pls!'' lol

with them, cant escape. for goodness sake, im not easily fall in love. admire n love= different impact! frau asked me this question, '' if ur gf is obviously flirting with ur bf. wat will u do?''

wow, such a dramatic question... but, i love this question.

scenario case #1- flirting with my bf, in-front on me.
how can a boy dont know that this girl is flirting u! n how dare u still contiune let her do that! r u trying to break a relationship with me, is it? unless he's so stupid that he dont know she flirting with u. this is a question, im going to ask my bf.

i will stay calm. n ask the girl, '' r u enough flirting with my bf?'' since u dare to flirt with my bf, in-front of me. i dare to ask u this question. n brag my bf, stick with me all the time.

scenario case #2- flirting with my bf- behind my back.
depends on the situation. if keep on like this. i will ask my bf (maybe?), ''do u feel much comfortable with her than me?'' sometime, boys nd to aware of girls. (im not offend the boys) cause girls lack of secure. especially comes to any part of sadness n painfulness. perhaps, i will meet my gf n stop the nonsense in one peace.

afterall, this is a sign of jealousness, hated n sadness. i nvr encounter this b4. so, this is my answer. how abt like this, '' if ur buddy is flirting with ur gf in this 2 type of scenario. wat will u do?''

2009-09-14T01:47:00.001+08:00

i cant sleep at all.
1st of all, i go study. cannot absorb anything.
2nd of all, i go drink milk. it's give more energetic. -.-
3rd of all, for a bath. still cant work for me!
4th of all, i go jogging @ night. still not very tired.
5th of all, watch tv. non-stop watching...
6th of all, pc online game! even worse, im addicted!!!

sat- im been active for 21hrs. 3 hrs of sleeping.
sun- so, i guess that i might doze off after 6pm onwards...

wat's the wrong with me?!!

2009-09-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

LET'S FIGHT FOR IT! looking forward n one step ahead for everything else!!! PRESS ON!